onward through the fog

the days go by so quickly it seems...I am feeling the need to be still and meditate for days only too much to tend to..Loved ones loosing loved ones..Having to adjust to a life without the other.

The weight of it all. The beauty of the bond that was had.

Everyday I have an enriching encounter with another. I am blessed.

Only it makes me want to continue to having more when I have so many other things I think I ought to be doing..I have neglected my own creative endeavors always trying to assist in others endeavors. It seems easier or maybe I just haven't yet given myself permission to help myself..